There is nothing more beautiful then to look into eachothers eyes and see the whole version of one another. To move into your body without thinking what you are doing. To hold space for witnessing the other moving into the soil and heavens of themselves.
In my container this could be your beloved. It could also be me. These sessions can be shared with your partner or with me only.
You will sink in the depth of the vessel. Of the emotion. You will start feeling what is there. Sometimes even without knowing what is there. The body moves into intention and the breath follows. The body expresses what lays underneath. Without any judgement the energy comes up. The space will hold it. It will be vulnerable and beautiful at the same time. The emotion can be anything. The feeling can be huge or tiny. Without thinking, the body knows. Without using any word, the body will express.
You will explore parts of yourself and one another that you did not know yet. You can be surprised by what you experience inside. You can be touched by what you see in front of you. Authentic expresson is so beautiful.
It could be that you fall more in love with yourself and eachother. You will understand the language of your body more. Of your feelings. Of your desires. Of your hurt. Of your light. Your shadows and parts that you prefer to hide.
You will learn to understand yourself and eachother more without talking. Just with moving. With feeling everything that is there. With experiencing it in a conscious way. With watching eachother being vulnerable. Exactly this is beautiful. This is the part where people fall in love.
There is this spark that you will catch when you watch eachother, feeling the body. Feeling the pain inside. Feeling unhidden layers opening to light. Expressing something in front of eachother. Without performing. Something real. Something uncomfortable. Something precious. It is like showing a secret diamond part of yourself. It can feel sensitive and naked, without being naked.
In the Tantric Pearl sessions we don’t undress ourselves when we go into authentic expression. In some of the Tantric Gold sessions, to undress or be naked, can be part of the journey. In all of that, the space is a safe container of expression, boundaries and consent.
I love to make authentic expression a deep included part of the ceremony. It does support healing. For me it is woven with sacred sexuality. There you will deepen something beyond. Something so vulnerable and sweet in the Pearl Edition. Something so tasty when in the Gold edition. Something so expanding the heart. Something that opens thee yes for one another. It deepens connection and it can feel attractive by seeing eachother so vulerable. It can feel like you want to move into deeper lovemaking with your partner. A lovemaking that is conscious, present, embodied and honoring. Falling in love with eachother through expression is my gift, that I inspire you with.
In the Gold Edition it is not about being naked, but about feeling naked from deep within. In the Pearl Edition you will for sure feel ‘naked’ within.
The Gold ceremonies are not for everyone. It is for them who feel ready and safe, confident and exciting, scary but willing, to move things through. As a teacher I only accept people where I feel safe with too.
Within Authentic Expression sessions, there is no need to please the other person, while being in a ceremony together. You don’t need to show or do anything perfect. This is about to be accepted for who you are. For what you feel. We are not here to make it comfortable for eachother all the time. Being truthful in your expression can clear the inner tension and of what you hold together into light.
Authentic expression is one of my favourite elements of tantra. It is my base of life. I love the pure emotion. Authentic movement. Expressing the heart. Admitting feelings. Showing without showing anything. Just giving without performing. The real feeling inside. The raw depth. The emotion that actually never wants to hide but one that many people suppress. Exactly these parts I love the most. It is my power to reach a lot of depth in people. My depth is like an endless ocean that touches a lot of people. My depth is raw and super vulnerable. It is honest and transparant. It is aside a deep heart full of love. Full of life. Full of wholeness about life. Wholeness about eachother.
As I am not afraid of touching my own deep inner waters, I am not afraid to touch yours too. As someting is unpure, my heart and body will respond. My senses are very clear to me. I feel it when people lie to me or hold things back from me. I see it in my visions. I see it in the vessel of the body when you hold something away from me, yourself or someone else. This makes me a great mentor and someone who is upon mystery. You can not really hide yourself with and from me. This makes it possible to heal and transform a lot of beautiful layers within.
There is so much to say when words are excluded. We sometimes say more with our eyes. We sometimes say more when we just move our body. We sometimes feel more connected together when we don’t use any word. There is so much love when everything is silent. When just authentic expression is there.
We learn not only by expressing ourselving. We also learn by observing. By holding space. By grounding the body and soul. By being truly present with the other being. By seeing the other being from love. By being witnessed. By really be seen.
In these sessions you can heal things that come up. For beloveds this can be an every day gift to their lifes. The Pearl edition will soften a lot the hearts. It will deepen connection. The Gold edition can be extraordinary beautiful. Sensual and mesmerizing.
The truth of my work is infinite. There is nothing to perform. There is just anything to be loved more.
Carmen Heystek